Use as your greatest inspiration: fear, pain and rage seems to me a very good idea.mudlick wrote:i started reciting my new mantra this week: Fear Pain and Rage. its my greatest inspiration.
You have some talent, but your work has a very specific audience, them will be very difficult to find and in any case it is small.
Amendment, you just mentioned it. Else should also note that you watch show where the main characters ... ahem,.. children ... curious...JamesPup wrote:Well I'll admit I suffer from pedophilia but I never talk about it and I believe that the Virginia tech shooter was Korean and he had an obsession with video games that I think lead to the shooting. I for one feel that violent video games are harming people especially children. Maybe the shooter had a nationalist feeling of Korea but I don't remember that but I remember he loved video games. He was one bad ass shooter though.
I have a little theory, I want to try confirm or deny it, but so far I have not come across anyone to whom it could be applied. How do you like idea of a little help?
Violent video games are harming certainly, but scientists have not established the relationship between them and violent and aggressive behavior. Probably main here it is a certain predisposition and moral standing of each individual. On the other hand, if believe information that U.S military they used a "shooters" for develop certain reflexes, behavior and psychological qualities, then can builds concluded that fans of shooters much easier to shoot a man.
Tell that to Catholic priests, and some Orthodox too. I think they don't need to explain what is the soul and its salvation...mudlick wrote:well if you have any pedophilic traits youre just going to have to stab your genitals and be publicly humiliated to save your soul.
Well, let's start with the fact that Karl Marx took money for the publication of his books at Engels, who shamelessly exploited workers and fined for the slightest offense. And yet it's worth noting that the Soviet Union has gone down the wrong path of development of this system, put in a spot, alas the moral component.JamesPup wrote:Well back to Agent-FSS if there is a raceless society then that may lead to a classless society and so socialism may have a chance in the end. I bet Marx didn’t predict all races to mingle and breed with each other but that could lead to communism. So Agent-FSS may be on the winning side after all. Capitalism is all about competition but capitalism crushes competition over time and so you are left with only a few companies. It is self destructive as if there are only a few companies then workers are paid less. And so people buy less and so the economy does bad. I don’t see how there will be much diversity in buying if all people are the same ethnicity and so many companies will go out of business. We will have to wait to see what happens but a full socialist America could take a 1000 years to be created.
In the current state of humanity is not ready for such a form of state socialism, which does not imply division into races and nations, the rejection of a bright personality as well as equal distribution of resources and money. In addition, model should be further improve serious way, because if you give a man everything necessary for life in the absence of competition, progress and development will stop. In any case, I am rather inclined to the idea of improving the current system of capitalism with a focus on social justice.
The Detached States of America is much more real than seems. One has only to lose U.S its economic strength, and to be deprived of the possibility of using military force and coups, as allies immediately throw you in the lurch and go over to a nearby camp.
If U.S in this case not cut spending and so that begin live a little modestly, but with the current economic model of the device in most European countries and the USA, when for providing growth of GDP they are constantly took new incur debts, this is not possible, the country will inevitably face a default. To avoid this, the US could try to divide into a handful of small countries thus refusing to pay foreign debts. The first in the list of the independence it is - Texas, Alaska and Hawaii.
I never feel attracted to the characters on the show for some reason. I have been put in the mood but I couldn’t say I find the characters appealing to me. I guess for me it would be the plots and maybe the voice overs that get me hot some times. I know the 4th graders are young but they are put into sexual situations and so at times I can’t help but get a little something from that.
I always like the idea of a little help. I’m really not an active pedo so I think I’m fine. I will just admit that underaged children can put me into the mood but I think I have it under control. I’m not like collecting child porn and trading it or trying to get kids to let me come visit them and do freaky stuff. I just think that young girls are hot. I mean 18 is such a cut off point. There are a lot of kids that are 13 that look 18. For me it all started when I was a 6th grader and this kid I knew game me some floppy drive disks of child porn. From then on I guess I have felt like a pedo. I’m not one of the weird people that rapes children. I have never raped anyone. I’m just a person that feels they are attracted to children and chooses to avoid addressing it because I know I would get into trouble. I just feel attracted to most females and feel age doesn’t apply to what interests me. I’m not sure what kind of help you would have though. If it is words of encouragement I can use that but I don’t need to go to a peers group or anything like that about being a pedo because I don’t hurt children. It all stays in my mind. I feel that the more I get exposed to the idea the more I think about it. I don’t want to think about being a pedo that much.
A friend on the ween forum's house burned down and he lost all his family photos. I did not have a lot of money to donate so I suggested I draw the picture of his daughter he posted with all the clothes, books and toys the forum donated. For 3 or 4 months I could not will myself to do the drawing. And then he started bothering me when I was going to get the drawing done. So I finished the drawing in 5 hours but I masturbated to porn of a blonde woman when I took a break. A few days later I freaked out and stabbed myself in the dick and started making antipedophile cartoons on my youtube channel. I have been viciously harrassed by trolls because of this and my life is Hell.
I had no idea how dangerous it is for an artist to draw someones kid. A hell of a lot more psychology goes into it than a family photo.
The Yugopark propaganda is so important because I keep telling myself to f*ck Off the entire time because of love in Slovenia Ljubljana and was already mutilating genitals while working on it in case of an emergency.
I am not a pedophile but I have been branded and its just as bad.
JamesPup you have a serious psychological problem. I highly recommend you request from your psychologist a full sexual profile and deal with it immediately to remedy it. I am going to do the same yet also to clear my name.
It was very brave of you to share that yet also dangerous so please talk to your psychologist. You are lucky you have one.
I can’t believe you stabbed yourself. That is crazy. The worst thing I ever did intentionally was put a cigarette out on my finger once. It did hurt so I wont be doing it again. Who cares what others say especially over the web. People are not 100% truthful on the web anyways so you should take what others say with a grain of salt.
Being a pedobear is not all bad. You just can’t do it. There are a lot of other things to do. What is sad is how strict governments are about it. Like if two kids send nude pictures to each other then they can be made to be registered sex offenders for the rest of their lives. That is crazy to do that to kids. What are kids suppose to do not like their peers?
Thank God, or else I was going to get scared... Well, I actually tried slightly to make a joke, I can't believe that someone could attracted to the characters on the show, although there are rumors that such personalities are still there, like the place where they share their vile thoughts.JamesPup wrote:I never feel attracted to the characters on the show for some reason. I have been put in the mood but I couldn’t say I find the characters appealing to me. I guess for me it would be the plots and maybe the voice overs that get me hot some times. I know the 4th graders are young but they are put into sexual situations and so at times I can’t help but get a little something from that.
It is good that you have the ability to self-control, and certainly some will power, but I would nevertheless steered clear of be alone with minors, especially when committed without witnesses and be pretty drunk, as they say better safe than sorry.JamesPup wrote:I always like the idea of a little help... <..........>... It all stays in my mind. I feel that the more I get exposed to the idea the more I think about it. I don’t want to think about being a pedo that much.
And what's happen with that guy who showed you disks?
With regard help, I am of course willing to provide moral support or stay attentive listener, but at the moment I'm interested in the day, month and year of your birth, as I have said I want to check one thing ... and it would be better to tell all this more privately...
Jesus Christ!mudlick wrote:A few days later I freaked out and stabbed myself in the dick...
This is a very noble undertaking, given that the Internet is starting to remind me a huge cesspool, but I am afraid that vices much more attractive, and speech of paladins and other champions of morality no one takes seriously. Although it may be just I watching into such places and things are not so bad.mudlick wrote:...and started making antipedophile cartoons on my youtube channel. I have been viciously harrassed by trolls because of this and my life is Hell.
What else is not unimportant, 33 years is the age of Christ, as many argue this is start a crisis of middle age, perhaps this is the answer to your question why world around seems hell?...
Also you may be confused because just because someone is attracted to something doesn't mean they are a threat. You are heterosexual yet I don't go around saying you are a threat to all women and so you shouldn't go around saying I am a threat to all children. We joke that all priest are pedos but that is a joke we know that not all of them are and so seriously we don't say all are threats to children. I don't hurt kids. There really is no action needed. I like all women and am happy with 18 and older.
About the link. Russia did a lot to fight the Nazis. But the soviets were surprise attacked like the U.S. and a lot of other countries by them. The British and French were like the only two that were trying to stop Hitler without being attacked first. I’m sure the fact that Hitler had to move troops east to fight Russia is why D-Day worked. The Nazis sure made mistakes fighting Russia. They had like 4 million troops to fight Russia but lost them all. Too bad they had to be anti-communist or they might have been able to stick around. Hitler’s worst mistake was to fight Russia but he had always wanted to and even talked about it in Mein Kampf which he had written like 10 years before WWII started. People should have know because of his book what his intensions were. The League of Nations was too soft on Hitler and they had him at remilitarization on the Rhinelands and annexing Austria or invasion of Czechoslovakia. This is why I think what Russia is doing is dangerous and points to more land grabs by Putin. It’s sad that Ukraine is having to fight just to survive and have their own independence. Russia was very mean to the Ukrainians during the Stalin years. Collectivization killed millions in Russia and it didn’t even work that good. With the famine Russia allowed to happen in Ukraine I don’t know how the people there would even like Russia.
I guess Obama is being disrespectful to Russia by not being there but there are worse thinks. WWII was a long time ago and most people are not still upset about it so people have healed from then. It wouldn't look that good fro Obama to be too nice to Putin.
Maybe because he was put in jail?JamesPup wrote:The guy who gave me the disks I haven’t seen in 14 years.
Thanks.JamesPup wrote:Why do you want my birthday? I’m not a registered sex offender, I haven‘t offended anyone. I’d like to know why you want it? Either way my profile has it I think. I think you have to click on my user name to get to profile or there may be other ways also. It October 4th 1983?
Damn, dude calm down, you're probably not familiar with my local sheriff, who loves relax near lake in the company of 14 year old girls. And all don't give a damn. And I would not dream of trying to look for some database with criminals or something else like that, I just want to try find out your karma on the date of birth.
It is quite complicated and ambiguous topic because there are several versions of why the USSR entered war not immediately. The main thing is that to war with Germany we were just not ready. Officers were no good at all, material and technical equipment of the army is considerably inferior to the German. We needed time to rearm the army, for this reason, we tried to delay start of the war. The partition of Poland in this case can be considered justified, so as we could place our troops on their borders and in theory prevent enemy on its territory, it is also helped to save a large number of Jews and Poles who had fled from other part country which occupied by the Germans. At the same time as the Poles do not like to remember that they themselves attacked Czechoslovakia in alliance with Germany shortly before.JamesPup wrote:TAbout the link. Russia did a lot to fight the Nazis. But the soviets were surprise attacked like the U.S. and a lot of other countries by them. The British and French were like the only two that were trying to stop Hitler without being attacked first. I’m sure the fact that Hitler had to move troops east to fight Russia is why D-Day worked. The Nazis sure made mistakes fighting Russia. They had like 4 million troops to fight Russia but lost them all. Too bad they had to be anti-communist or they might have been able to stick around. Hitler’s worst mistake was to fight Russia but he had always wanted to and even talked about it in Mein Kampf which he had written like 10 years before WWII started. People should have know because of his book what his intensions were. The League of Nations was too soft on Hitler and they had him at remilitarization on the Rhinelands and annexing Austria or invasion of Czechoslovakia. This is why I think what Russia is doing is dangerous and points to more land grabs by Putin. It’s sad that Ukraine is having to fight just to survive and have their own independence. Russia was very mean to the Ukrainians during the Stalin years. Collectivization killed millions in Russia and it didn’t even work that good. With the famine Russia allowed to happen in Ukraine I don’t know how the people there would even like Russia.
However, there is still a version that we wanted to use Germany to incite against the capitalists, but it is complete nonsense in my opinion. But the fact that U.S and Britain gave Germans a lot of money, which allowed Germany not only to recovered for 10 years after defeat in the First World War, but also to create a powerful military industry, suggestive that it was all planned in advance and unleash the world War was profitable.
Yes, French heroically fought 2 months and then surrendered, and the British, they are always ready to spit at the European freedom, otherwise, would have fought with Germans in Europe but not in Africa, where Germans tried to recapture sphere of influence.
Invaders have always been drawn like a magnet to Russia, but all of them waiting for a humiliating defeat or death, but history teaches nothing, otherwise with us no one wanted to fought.
The League of Nations long ago was at that time as "cardboard scenery" and really did not had any powers, supply interests big geopolitical players, and is very regrettable that the United Nations now trying to turn into something like that.
Russia as early as 300 years trying represent like aggressive, brutal, expansionist power, and the loudest scream those countries that in their expansionism insolent beyond all measure. We add only those areas which want to live with us.
Ukraine in its problems to blame itself. Due to the corruption of its officials, and love to live permanently for free. Americans live on the other side of the planet, so CNN easily hung to deceive, what Ukraine poor and miserable, and Russia is a big, bad and evil.
Ukraine within its present borders emerged because the USSR, which in the period from 1922 gradually joined by new land for this formation. And it was a mistake. In Sochi Olympic construction sites with us worked very many Ukrainians and if the Ukrainians from eastern part of Ukraine met with guys from western part of Ukraine it is almost always ended in a quarrel, insults and scuffle. It is not surprising that after coup d'etat eastern regions rebelled, especially after loud statements odious politicians, prohibition Russian language, torchlight processions, the glorification of the Ukrainian Insurgent Army and the "Bandera", a fire at the Odessa House of Trade Unions, etc.
Regarding the mythical Ukrainian famine should be noted that the level of rewriting history in this country has reached monstrous proportions. We never treated to Ukrainians bad, because Ukrainians this is Russians, whom brainwashed Poles and Germans 400 years ago, to make people forget who they really are. Famine at the time was around the Soviet Union for example in 1921 situation was particularly difficult in the Volga region (caused by crop failure and phenomenon called the "prodrazverstka") now in Ukraine so fond used of pictures for prove the famine exactly from Volga region. In 1927 the famine again was caused by crop failure and forcibly seizure of grain from the population, followed by sales in Europe, it was done to get money to buy machinery and equipment for the industry in Europe and the United States. Collectivization was a terrible mistake, but alas, this is our history.
But hatred to the Russian, which fueled from outside with help our dear former partners and allies is aimed at a very ambitious plans, I'll try to explain more later.
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