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Lonely_Joo_1997
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Postby Lonely_Joo_1997 » Fri Sep 24, 2004 5:01 pm

SheikYerbouti wrote:I'm not wearing pants.


:o

I am chewing Wrigley's Crest Orbit gum. It's pretty strong when you first put it in your mouth. It's normally rather expensive, but it was on sale.
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Postby Passion-of-the-Kyle » Fri Sep 24, 2004 7:47 pm

*sings*
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'm beggin you to beg me.
I'd love you to love me!
I'm a Jew.
A lonely Jew.
I'd be merry, but I'm Hebrew.
On Christmas.
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Dude,I know you're feeling jealous right now. But you can't blame me because I've got a sweet ass. I can't help it!
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Postby Stanley_Marsh109 » Fri Sep 24, 2004 10:07 pm

Passion's always singing. :lol:
I'm only happy when I'm in my misery...

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Passion-of-the-Kyle
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Postby Passion-of-the-Kyle » Fri Sep 24, 2004 10:15 pm

Funny...I'm singing right now.
:lol:
I'm a Jew.
A lonely Jew.
I'd be merry, but I'm Hebrew.
On Christmas.
***
Dude,I know you're feeling jealous right now. But you can't blame me because I've got a sweet ass. I can't help it!
JamezBeer
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Postby JamezBeer » Sat Sep 25, 2004 12:46 am

SheikYerbouti wrote:I'm not wearing pants.


*Thinks this has something to do with OLE's return* :lol:
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Postby Passion-of-the-Kyle » Sat Sep 25, 2004 3:34 am

*sings*
I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you I touch myself.

(dirty little song)
I'm a Jew.
A lonely Jew.
I'd be merry, but I'm Hebrew.
On Christmas.
***
Dude,I know you're feeling jealous right now. But you can't blame me because I've got a sweet ass. I can't help it!
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Postby The_Towelie_Connection » Sun Sep 26, 2004 1:14 am

JamezBeer wrote:I think I'm have a depressive episode, because a part of brain feels like it has shut down, rendering my decision making and judgement unstable.
Hell, for once in my life, my sex drive is zero, conscience is failing to keep me stable and I found myself putting a knife near my wrist too, for no reason :shock:

It fluxuates as one hour I feel happy and the next, I'm nearly trying to kill myself, so I don't know what I'm doing. :(

I don't even know why I wrote that either.

:? So ya think ya wanna kill yourself, huh? Don't you think any of US would miss you? Or family and friends you have there? MRS just buried a friend who HUNG himself! Kicker #2 is one of her girlfriends, just buried her ex who had also hung himself.......... all because they didn't think anyone cared about them or loved them and their lives were too hard. :x Well let MRS tell you something: suicide only makes things harder for the survivors!
YOU ARE LOVED! YOU ARE CARED ABOUT! FEEL BETTER NOW!
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Postby JamezBeer » Sun Sep 26, 2004 1:23 am

Don't worry, I'm fine now.

This depression is chemically triggered, not by emotional stress, so it can be short and random. :?
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Postby Psykobrat » Sun Sep 26, 2004 1:25 am

Whoa, I was scared for a sec...
I'm glad you're doing ok now. :D:D:D:D Keep your head up!
"When there is no more room in Hell, the dead will walk the earth."
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Postby No_substitute_for_you » Sun Sep 26, 2004 1:29 am

Suicide is a very touchy subject for me. Depression itself scares me.
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Postby Stanley_Marsh109 » Sun Sep 26, 2004 3:56 am

JamezBeer wrote:Don't worry, I'm fine now.

This depression is chemically triggered, not by emotional stress, so it can be short and random. :?


This is the type of depression that I get, and the most dangerous.

I've come dangerously close to blowing my brains out 4 times in my life- 3 of them within the last 2 months. Passion literally saved me twice. She's all I'm living for anymore...
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I'm only happy when I'm in my misery...

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Postby JamezBeer » Sun Sep 26, 2004 3:59 am

I used to keeping living sorely to sought to see destructive events of present day, but I do have a loving reason now why I live too. :)
LJ <3

Random?
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Postby Lonely_Joo_1997 » Sun Sep 26, 2004 3:59 am

I once slit my wrist and collected the blood in a container. I'm not a "f aggy little goth kid" anymore, but I do feel like jumping off a cliff when I am down. This summer has been great, for the most part, so I'm a Happy Panda in general these days.
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Postby No_substitute_for_you » Sun Sep 26, 2004 4:02 am

Stanley_Marsh109 wrote:I've come dangerously close to blowing my brains out 4 times in my life- 3 of them within the last 2 months. Passion literally saved me twice. She's all I'm living for anymore...


Wow. I've never really tried killing myself before. I know one person that jumped herself infront of a car and killed herself, but that's about as close as I get to suicide period. Me and my freinds talk about suicide sometimes, and some of my teachers love it as a conversation starter ( :? ) for class discussions. I tend to avoid the subject, it doesn't make me uncomfy or anything, it's just not my style. Not for me. Not what I like to talk about.
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Postby Stanley_Marsh109 » Sun Sep 26, 2004 4:05 am

In English I had to analyze an essay on suicide. It was very disturbing to hear the author compare the coagulated blood like Jell-O or have her describe picking up the bits of brain, skull, flesh, and hair and throwing them into a plastic bag. How close I was to forcing my family to do that...

But I'm not going to. I'm living for one person alone, and for a few lesser reasons.
I'm only happy when I'm in my misery...

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